† I see, can't have you, can't leave you there †
N.E.W.S News
Well I'm dealing with the loss.
It's just ever so hard cause so much shit happens to me within 2-2 and a half months.
I can't say "Why me?" cause some shit far worse happens to other people and I suddenly realised on my way home, after sitting in the park for over 40mn and being on the phone with my best friend * veggieGEAR that my life wasn't all that bad. Sure I've been through hell, have had a lot of shit happening to me but then.... i have a good life. I have a great family, loving and caring parents, and awsome brother (~ Bloodred-Poet i love you even if i never say it, it doesn't mean that i don't mean it), the best friend i could ever dream of having (*veggieGEAR you're one of the best thing that has happened to me, thanks so much for being part of my life and making me part of your world. Mark those words: I love you and always will. I've never had a friend like you and I'll never find someone like you. You're the best thing that could actually happen to me.), i have great friends who love me (~Nigromaggot even if i have not told you, thanks for your constant love and support though you should hate me for leaving you.... you mean a lot to me.... you really do.), i'm successful in my studies, my work experience is going well and people tell me i'm a good and efficient worker, i have a job for july.... Yes. My life could be far worse and I should'nt be complaining like this. I have many defaults. But I have some qualities. People tend to say that I'm the best listener they've ever known. I don't only hear what people say. I listen. I try to understand them. I help them. I get them to talk more and more. People have faith and trust in me. And they should have. I have hardly ever betrayed anyone (ok i have but i regret it so badly now). Yes. My life could be worse. I shouldn't be complaining like this.
Also I wish to thank *veggieGEAR for getting me a new subscription tonight whilst we were on the phone. You didn't have to but then again, when I asked you if I could say no you left me no choice
Thanks ever so much. I love you.
Also thanks to you for all your kind words and support regarding Kat's death. Thanks
Well, all in all, just to let you know that I'm coping with this and should go back to my real state : the listener/helper.
Because someone needs my help right now.
And I shall provide it.
~European-Soul
That's a brand new club on DA.
and I are the founders and admins.This club is focused on European bands ONLY. It gives you the opportunity to find out and discover more about European bands that stay unknown but who are brilliant.
Ever heard of Charon? or Muse? or Deep Insight? or Epica? (yesh, the lattest is kinda known) or The Old Dead Tree?
Well, this club gives you the opportunity to find out more about these bands.
The club is currently under construction but you can still become a member ^^.
More info on
or note me.What are your elf and hobbit names...?
My Elf name is Nessa Eledhwen and my hobbit name is Ruby Burrows of Tuckborough. Well actually, the first elven name would be Artanis and the hobbit one would be Rosie Burrows if I shorten my name to Jess...
What is your Elf and Hobbit name...? post them here ^^
Melody of my Soul Shy
I can see how you are beautiful, can you feel my eyes on you,
I'm shy and turn my head away
Working late in diner Citylite, I see that you get home alright
Make sure that you can't see me, hoping you will see me
Sometimes I'm wondering why you look me and you blink your eye
You can't be acting like my Dana?
I see you in Citylite diner serving all those meals and then
I see reflection of me in your eye, oh please
Talk to me, show some pity
You touch me in many, many ways
But I'm shy can't you see
Obsessed by you, your looks, well, anyway "I would any day die for you",
I write on paper and erased away
Still I sit in diner Citylite, drinking coffee and reading lies
Turn my head and I can see you, could that really be you
Sometimes I'm wondering why you look me and you blink your eye
You can't be acting like my Dana?
I see your beautifull smile and I would like to run away from
Reflections of me in your eyes, oh please
Talk to me, show some pity
You touch me in many, many ways
But I'm shy can't you see
I see, can't have you, can't leave you there 'cos I must sometimes see you
But I don't understand how you can keep me in chains
And every waken hour, I feel your taking power From me and I can't leave
Repeating the scener over again
Sometimes I'm wondering why you look me and you blink your eye
You can't be acting like my Dana?
I see your beautifull smile and I would like to run away from
Reflections of me in your eyes, oh please
Talk to me, show some pity
You touch me in many, many ways
But I'm shy can't you
But I'm shy can't you
But I'm shy can't you see
Successor - Sonata Arctica
this week's featured is 
a great artist... beautiful eyes.... me wants those eyes....
his work:
Clio . 
Dusty Sunlight . 
Say Goodnight...
Uneasy Ice . 
Shhhhh... Don't Whisper . 
Wantand this is the featured deviation of the week:
Be my Queen by 
farewell my friends!
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†my bro, my white guardian angel, my best and dearest friend
my baby
my uncle Eros, God of Desire
my sweetie, we'll rule the world!
! my lil bro:
my sin
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Healing
Devious Comments
sending you my love
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Muse hey... what albums did they bring out???
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When in the Dark
Seek out the Light
Muchas gracias por haber estado ahi en todos estos dias... por haber seguido el sueño... por quererme, por hacerme sentir el amor una vez mas.... pero, la vida nos jugo la mala pasada... y yo ya no puedo volver...no puedo.... ya le di mis disculpas a Seb.... hicimos una promesa.... la promesa de que el te cuidara y protegera con su propia vida.... al menos el podra hacerlo.... cosa que yo no pude..... gracias por toda esta experiencia...gracias por ser parte de mi... gracias por todo..... y.....realmente me destroza el alma el hecho de no poder ser tu amigo.... me hubiera gustado ser tu amigo...pero, no se puede.... ya sabes por que...y Seb tambien te dira el verdadero por que de no poder ser tu amigo.... lo siento.... disculpa por ser tan drastico....pero son mis sentimientos...y desde ya estamos caminando por caminos distintos.... tu seguiras viva.... y mi corazon esta muerto.... estas son mis ultimas palabras.... mi ultimo mensaje.... ya que no quiero volver.... tu sanaras.... yo no.... yo no sanare.... volvere a la tumba donde me conociste.... donde me sacaste... gracias por darme la ilusion de que el amor vencia las distancias, de que el amor aun existe.... pero ya paso.... ya todo se cayo otra vez.... no quiero volver a creer en nada.... aunque se muy dentro de mi... que tu recuerdo no se ira de mi.... nunca.... disculpa por todas las pude haberte herido, perdoname por toda la mierda que pude entregarte sin intencion....perdoname por lo que estoy haciendo ahora.... no tengo mas opciones.... adios Jessica.... siempre estaras dentro de mi....siempre...... adios....
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‘The only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is for good men to do nothing.’
-Edmund Burke
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I fell into a deep sleep, wishing silently that something good will come out of everyone.
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S'il fallait expirer tout ce que tu m'inspires... il faudrait des vautours pour manger tout mes mots...
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S'il fallait expirer tout ce que tu m'inspires... il faudrait des vautours pour manger tout mes mots...
Thanks for everything.
I'm still there for you, should you need me.
Farewell
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S'il fallait expirer tout ce que tu m'inspires... il faudrait des vautours pour manger tout mes mots...
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‘The only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is for good men to do nothing.’
-Edmund Burke
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When in the Dark
Seek out the Light
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. : Soul : .
S'il fallait expirer tout ce que tu m'inspires... il faudrait des vautours pour manger tout mes mots...
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When in the Dark
Seek out the Light
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